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I'm crazy head over heels for you again! ----------------------------------------------- time has a way of putting things back
where they belong, love has a way
of breaking the silence. 
"Just because you're naked doesn't mean you're sexy.
Just because you're cynical doesn't mean you're cool." 
"I want to have you. I want to have 100% of you. I don't want 95 or 75 or even 50% of you. I have to have it all. I don't want to share you. I don't want to even think about ever sharing you. If we're going to keep dating then I need to have you all. You can't just give me a little bit and think I'll be satisfied forever. I know that sounds selfish but that's the way it has to be, and if you can't handle that then maybe we should end this right here, right now." anything or anyone that does not bring
you alive is too small for you. -david whyte 
The best kind of love is doing whats best for someone else even if it hurts.
The saddest kind of sad is the sad that tries not to be sad.
You know, when Sad tries to bite its lip and
not cry and smile and go, “No, I’m happy for you”?
That’s when it’s really sad'
“ The Grand essentials of happiness are: something to do, something to love, and something to hope for. ”
Allan Chalmers Why is it that when you miss somebody so much
that your heart is ready to disintegrate,
you always hear the saddest song ever on the radio?
It was beautiful and I didn't deserve it,
but I couldn't help lifting my face to the last golden light.
“Isn’t it nice to know that you haven’t yet laughed, all that you’ll laugh? That you haven’t yet met, some of your very best friends? And that you haven’t yet dreamed, all that you’ll manifest? That all bridges will be mended? That all sadness will be healed? And that life never ends? That all of your challenges will be won? That all of your triumphs will be shared? And that the difference you’ll make, has already begun? Well, it is for me, because I also know that if you don’t see these things yet, you will. Could it get any better?” -The Universe i love you
i hope that when you’re laying in bed
after a terrible night, watching terrible tv
that you don’t feel alone
that you never really feel alone
"Do you remember what you told me once? That every passing minute is another chance to turn it all around." -Vanilla Sky
Don’t you think it’s better to be extremely happy for a short while, even if you lose it, than to be just okay for your whole life?
Audrey Niffenegger
You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back.
"I have noticed that if you look carefully at people’s eyes the first five seconds they look at you, the truth of their feelings will shine through for just an instant before it flickers away." -The Secret Life of Bees'
May the wind always be on your back and the sun upon your face and may the winds of destiny carry you aloft to dance with the stars
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| "We're not dating"....
what a slap in the face that was.....
it makes me think this isn't worth it after all.
But then you mention how you'll be around for Christmas....
What's a girl to think? I need to know if you love me
I need to know that you care
I can't go on wondering
If you'll still be there. --------------------------------------------------
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And I'll do the things that remind me of you
And I'll wash my hair in your shampoo
And I'll buy your perfume and spray it 'round my room
And I'll smoke your cigarettes so that I'm dying too
I spend 23 hours a day wondering whether we’re wrong for each other, wondering whether we’ve got the energy that we need to get through everything that we seem to get into, whether the baggage we both bring would sink a small ship. But in the 24th hour, I realize I’ve been thinking about you for 23 hours. There’s something about you I can’t stay away from. Something about you, that makes me want to love you.
 Do you know what happens when you hurt people? When you hurt people, they begin to love you less. That's what careless words do. They make people love you a little less.
 there were things I wanted to tell him
but i knew they would hurt him
so I burried them and let them hurt me
- Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
"Well you're not brave if you still keep the letters
and you're not sane if you don't want to get
better and you're not drunk if you can stay
in your lane. Well, you're not awake,
but you haven't been sleeping and you
hate god, but you don't believe in him. And you're
not scared but you've still got your eyes closed."
The worst isn't when you are in love with someone who doesn't love you back,
the worst is when you are in love with somebody who used to love you.
I think the idea is that every person has to live for his or her own life
and then make the choice to share it with other people. | | |
| What are we doing?
Where are we going?
What's going to happen? ....Whatever it is, I'm happy with it all. ---------------------------------------------------------- 
"I think when you are young, you are hoping that this person will be the right one, the one you are going to be in love with forever, but sometimes you want that so much you create something that isn't really there." Somethings never get better. None of us know why we love,
or why we stop loving, or why everyone we love, we lose. I can't go to the places where I used to go. And it can't be like it was.
And I wasn't ready to goodbye just yet. To tell you the truth, I've just been avoiding everything. 
It's so serene, and so surreal
Lately I'm alright and lately I'm not scared. I've figured out that what you do to me feels like I'm floating on air. I don't need to know right now because all I know is I believe in the very thing that got us here and now I can't leave. It's all memory in the sun or it's all in the darkness 
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| I am SOOOOOOOOOO confused it's ridiculous!!!!!!!!!
I don't think i have ever been so confused on a situation in my entire life i know i should figure out whats going on, but part of me likes this whole not knowing and never knowing what to expect, and part of me is so scared to face what the truth could be............ ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 
There hasn't been one day since you left where I haven't fought the urge to put you back in my life. Who are you if you lose your favorite person? Can you lose your favorite person without losing yourself?
Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that’s just fabulous. I planned to say all these terrible things to you,
but in the end I just want to tell you I miss you. Because sometimes it’s easier to say, “I hate you,” than “I miss you, I wish we didn’t fight; I wish you would call me sometimes.” Because sometimes, it’s easier to think, screw life, screw work, screw everything, than admit that you’re overwhelmed and feel like you’re drowning. Because sometimes, it’s easier to admit the simple things than say the hard things and realize how much you’ve been struggling and how much you feel as if life has gone out of your control.
sometimes you leave because you really just want to stay.
anything or anyone that does not bring
you alive is too small for you. 
"I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life. I've learned that making a "living" is not the same thing as making a "life." I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw something back. I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one. I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I've learned that I still have a lot to learn. I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."
--Maya Angelou I wish I could smoke a million cigarettes and not eat for a week
to make the people around me worry and call you
and tell you that I’m not doing so fine after all. "My only relief is to sleep. When I’m sleeping, I’m not sad, I’m not angry, I’m not lonely, I’m nothing" http://smile--quotes.xanga.com/?nextdate=5%2f26%2f2009+22%3a14%3a28.223&direction=n may 26 | | |
| What to think....what to do.... whatever, i'm jsut gonna go with the flow. i wish i could find the words that describe my feelings ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- Look, lots of people lose themselves in love.
It's no shame. They write songs about it.
The hitch is, you can't stay lost.
Sooner or later, you have to get back to yourself. I'm here for you to use, broken and bruised. Do you understand?
It's only you, Beautiful, or I don't want anyone. As for you, my galvanized friend, you want a heart. You don't know how lucky you are not to have one. Hearts will never be practical until they can be made unbreakable. Why long for things if they're not meant to be ours? 
People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed;
never throw out anyone.
I've learned a lot this year.. I learned that things don't always turn our the way you planned, or the way you think they should. And I've learned that there are things that go wrong that don't always get fixed or get put back together the way they were before. I've learned that some broken things stay broken, and I've learned that you can get through bad times and keep looking for better ones, as long as you have people who love you.— Jennifer Weiner
 I just think happiness is what makes people pretty. Period.
Happy people are beautiful
My dad took me to Paris for the weekend. We had the most amazing time. On the plane back to London he asked me, "Do you know why I took you to Paris, only you and me?" And I said, "Why?" And he said, "Because I wanted you to see Paris for the first time with a man who you know will love you for the rest of your life."
It's only when we are completely broken, that we can understand the greater power of our spirit. And find what we are truly made of.
I'm hardly capable of half the damage that I would like to do.
I could swear that I don't care,
But you know I'm too full of shit to think this through.
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