| | i really just don't understand what just happened. i'm really baffled, and confused, i just wish he would see things from my point of view, i just wish he wouldn't yell, im working on being strong, and think i've done a prettty good job so far. who knows how long this will hold up though. am i really insecure? am i really paranoid? i started thinking, "no, not at all, you've come so far, you've done so well". Now i'm thinking otherwise. I wish he would see that i don't mean it to be annoying or come off insecure, that i really am just curious. I just sometimes feel disconnected, that he is living awholenother world, and i'm just trying to connect the links. is there more? am i missing something? i don't have time for this, or patients or stamina. My engine's burning out but my battery keeps going. I'm a contradicted statement. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I miss you most when I'm driving alone and that song comes on the radio. You know, the one you always used to sing to me, no matter how much grief I gave you. You always sang it and I always smiled at you. 
I wanna marry you because you're the first person I wanna
look at when I wake up in the morning and the only one I
want to kiss goodnight. Because the first time that I saw these hands,
I couldn't imagine not being able to hold them.
-Definitely, Maybe 
One of these days, Im going to reach my limit. There's two types of people in the world,
the givers and the takers,
and the givers always sleep better. 
I realized that none of my great days in life matter without you. You're the one I want next to me when my dreams come true. You're the one I want next to me if they don't. As long as I have you, nothing else matters.
-one tree hill <3 
"Between the arguments and the tears, I can't hear my own thoughts
anymore. I have no clue of what I want, what I need, what I should have.
I miss being able to count on you." 
"You’ll meet her, she’s very pretty, even though sometimes she’s sad for many days at a time. You’ll see, when she smiles, you’ll love her."  People who have slept in the same bed for 25 years may not be truly joined, and people who are many miles apart may not be separate at all.
-A Return to Love. “I can feel what you are feeling now - and you are worth it.”
- Jasper Hale 
More than anything all I have ever wanted is to be close to someone. More
than anything, all I have ever wanted is to feel as if I wasn’t alone.
- a million little pieces I've been running around for the last year trying
to find some clarity and all of a sudden I am so clear,
and it's ridiculous, I want to be with you. don't know, it's like we're two halves of
the same person, or something. And when
we're apart we just aren't happy.
[Desperate Housewives] We talked about old times,
and it made me smile because
you didn't forget. Truth is, sometimes you scare the shit out of me.
You make me feel as if I’m not alone.
Yet, I know any minute you have the ability
to rip that feeling from me. Truth is, I love you,
and that in itself, is scary enough. 
"I'm glad you've realized what you've been missing."
- Gossip Girl 
you're amazing, you know that?
you see me breaking, falling apart,
so full of hatred, and yet you love me.
you see me crying, weak, & yet remain unphased.
i don't know how you can love me,
but whatever it is i hope it doesn't go away. |
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