SUMMMMERRR!!! Words can't even describe.................................. truth: I'm utterly confused, but am going to push that confusion in the back of my mind and go with whatever i want to go with -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 
She missed him. Not enough to want him back,
but just enough for it to hurt.
I’m afraid of time… I mean, I’m afraid of not having enough time. Not enough time to understand people, how they really are, or to be understood myself. I’m afraid of the quick judgments or mistakes everybody makes. You can’t fix them without time. I’m afraid of seeing snapshots, not movies.
I've been broken before, I know what
it's like to see something funny and not laugh.
sometimes you leave because you really just want to stay.
anything or anyone that does not bring
you alive is too small for you. 
I fly in water and swim in air.
My world is nonsense, but I don't care. 
Every lucky man has a bad day
And pretty girl has a scar 
"My only relief is to sleep. When I’m sleeping, I’m not sad, I’m not angry, I’m not lonely, I’m nothing" |
| It's all memory in the sun or it's all in the darkness
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My thoughts tend to sound better in books i didn't write, and in the songs I didn’t sing. Even then, sometimes there is no piece of literature, no song, no work of art that can really explain the way you feel. There is a double-edge comfort in knowing that no one really knows. And yet, I found I could survive. I was alert, I felt the pain - the aching loss that radiated out from my chest, sending wracking waves of hurt through my limbs and head - but it was manageable. I could live through t. It didn't feel like the pain had weakened over time,
rather that I'd grown strong enough to bear it. "The truth that many people never understand, until it is too late,
is that the more that you try to avoid suffering, the more you suffer,
because smaller and more insignificant things begin to torture you in proportion to your fear of being hurt." -Thomas Merton
Where ever I am I always find myself looking out the window
wishing I was somewhere else.
"I don’t think that there are any limits to how excellent we could make life seem." -Everything is Illuminated
 I remember being thirteen years old, sitting in my room all night, listening to the same song over and over. I thought that if I could write something beautiful, something honest, I could make someone love me.
"I think it’s important to take the time to tell the people you love how much you love them while they can hear you." -Meredith Grey
I regret that it takes a life to learn how to live.
-extremely loud and incredibly close  
The best kind of love is doing whats best for someone else even if it hurts. The saddest kind of sad is the sad that tries not to be sad.
You know, when Sad tries to bite its lip and
not cry and smile and go, “No, I’m happy for you”?
That’s when it’s really sad i hope you're learning to listen, and i hope you're learning to stay.
and i hope you find what you're missing,
and i hope that you're making your way 
"What did thinking ever do for me, to what great place did thinking ever bring me? I think and think and think. I’ve thought myself out of happiness one million times, but never once into it." -Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Why is it that when you miss somebody so much
that your heart is ready to disintegrate,
you always hear the saddest song ever on the radio?
“Isn’t it nice to know that you haven’t yet laughed, all that you’ll laugh? That you haven’t yet met, some of your very best friends? And that you haven’t yet dreamed, all that you’ll manifest? That all bridges will be mended? That all sadness will be healed? And that life never ends? That all of your challenges will be won? That all of your triumphs will be shared? And that the difference you’ll make, has already begun? Well, it is for me, because I also know that if you don’t see these things yet, you will. Could it get any better?” -The Universe
i love you
i hope that when you’re laying in bed
after a terrible night, watching terrible tv
that you don’t feel alone
that you never really feel alone | 
