| | this summer sucks........ ------------------------------------------------------ every day you are alive is a special occasion,
every breath and every minute is your a gift.
happiness should depend on what you
can give, not what you can get.
t's a funny thing about coming home. Looks the same, smells the same, feels the same. You'll realize what's changed is you. 
That night we talked, we talked about life, about our times together.
Maybe we aren't the same two kids we once were, but some things
never change. Some things last, and even though I didn't know what
was going to happen to us or where we were going, I just knew
I couldn't let you out of my life. Beginnings are usually scary and endings are usually sad, but it's everything in between that makes it all worth living. "I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw. I'm scared of what I did, of who I am. And most of all... I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life, the way I feel when I'm with you." 
As for being patient with fate and all, it's getting old. And my mind is slowly changing. "He stayed in the middle of the road for a long time, trying to catch his
breath, hoping she would turn around and come back to him, wishing
he hadn't let her go. Wishing for one more chance."
-Nicholas Sparks. There hasn't been one day since you left where I haven't fought the urge to put you back in my life. 
"Sometimes, I just don't feel the desire to be around anyone I am always around." I could feel the wanting catch up with me. But if I have to want it, it’s not really happening is it? It’s just more wishing that’s all. I wish I didn’t wish so much. So I said between my smiles and my regrets "Don't let this be over." but you put your hand over my mouth and whispered "It already is." Some thing had changed in me, even if I didn't know what it was just yet. All I could think was that with him… I felt alive for the first time. If only it could have lasted.. 
We all have an enormous capacity for believing in anything that will provide us with a bit of comfort. 
And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you that makes it hard to let go
Sometimes you can't make it on your own It was you that showed me who I am, and taught me how to stand for what I know is real. Now I'm breathing for the first time and I'm leaving all this behind. I've become what I am because of you. It was you.  |
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